So lately I have been having to make a lot of decisions about my future track. Once I am done with school I have a few roads I can wander down. I am currently thinking of doing a residency and have a few job scout interviews within the next week. My mind has been racing quite a bit and my skepticism is starting to get the best of me. Just a whole lot of worrying that hopefully is unwarranted when all is said and done.

In past and present tense, I am currently doing a rotation with the trauma team of the biggest hospital in the state, and I find myself wanting to give myself the .357 mag treatment on a daily basis. I mean I am sure they are good when it comes to emergent situations, but when it comes for drug therapy, they are very much lacking. They are made up completely of surgeons, and sometimes I just wonder. I guess the thing that makes it so frustrating is not being licensed and able to make drug interventions without my preceptor there. I kinda have to just write stuff down for later. I guess just a few more weeks to go, then I don't have to worry quite as much, at least over the trauma patients.

I know I am more than capable of handling a residency or retail position, I just worry strongly about how I will look on paper at this point. Hopefully in the upcoming months you will hear the good news.

For those that have no idea what I am talking about, thanks for playing "What will I be doing for a living."