Hello there, and welcome to my page! >^_^<

Hello, everyone! I'm sorry I've gone silent for almost a week. Some things important to me have emerged and have taken over my thoughts. However, right now, I'm writing this journal to make a public comment on my current financial situation and my commission status.

The emergency commissions are closed now. I've managed to collect the sum needed for my audio-visual translation course. The usual commissions are put on hold till the time being. So if you considered commissioning me, you'll probably have to do that later, if you'd still be interested. Which I honestly doubt.

Here is the full list of the heroes, my commissioners, who have helped me to achieve that goal of utter importance:
★ GodofGames2468
★ kaostheory901
★ Ploxy from Twitter
★ cheekyirken
★ WitchyArtistGal from DeviantArt
★ LillyTheSeedrian from DeviantArt
★ Sendel92

I don't know yet how to express my gratitude to all of you, apart from delivering your commission drawings. But I'll certainly think about it.

As of now, I'm taking a break from drawing commissions. My public Twitch streams will be resumed again either on September 14 or September 21, so I will continue working then. An approximate schedule for them is 7 pm - 11 pm MSK, Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. I apologize for both the delay and the shortening of the streaming/drawing time, but, these days, I feel both mentally and physically exhausted.

My anxiety seems to obviously affect the quality of my sleep. If I happen to see dreams, in the most cases, they are nightmares, where someone tries to catch and either injure me or inflict some other form of obvious harm. I also tend to wake up either in the middle of the night or closer to the morning and, after that, my sleep becomes way too superficial. Thus, I feel rather tired even in the mornings, and my energy reserves for the day are limited.

Those of you who have already seen me drawing during the streams already know I'm a slow artist. It literally takes me hours to draw just a sketch of a single character. At the same time, I'm a perfectionist valuing quality over quantity, so I'm trying my best to end up with the best results possible.

Moreover, it's important for me to draw an entry for one context, the deadline for which is September 12. I will be streaming the drawing process on Twitch, but the time is going to be random, and, therefore, unannounced. Because I'll be drawing only when I feel like doing it and having enough energy. I'd be glad if you'd be able to visit those and support me, though.

That being said, I'll try to deliver all the purchased artworks to the commissioners as soon as possible. I'll try to keep my public commission drawing streams running regularly, but I reserve the right to still take breaks, because constant preplanned drawing seems to be hard for me. That way, I'm running out of energy way too quickly, and then need to "recharge" from time to time.

Again, thanks for your help, I appreciate it a lot. I hope for your understanding. See you on my upcoming Twitch streams!