Like the title says I'm done working hand over fist for nothing. I have full blown anxiety now I'm on medication for it and it's entirely because I have been busting ass for two years now. Simultaneously churning out writing hand over fist to try and make money here and on DA, while trying to find work in my day to day life, while trying to lose weight for my health. Because for a long time I thought I had heart problems.

Turns out I don't, I have massive anxiety problems. I know this because I've been to the ER multiple times now thinking panic attacks were heart problems only to be told every time my heart is fine. Once I went on the anxiety meds the frequent chest pains, heart palpitations, and tingling in my arms went away.

So, to that end I'm trying to reduce my stress and the primary problem I have right now is lack of money. I have been barely treading water for two years now constantly juggling bills. I've been wearing ratty clothing with holes in it because I can't afford anything new. And I can't keep doing all of this work for nothing. I'm getting way to burnt out. I had a panic attack the whole time I was putting the rest of my stuff into my sub tier. Did it anyway because I'm done. I'm burnt the fuck out.

In the past five years I have written over 300 short stories tallying up to well over two million words. That is multiple novels worth of smut and I am still completely behind on my bills. Commissions alone don't cut it. I need more support. I'm sure many won't like this decision, but that's it everything is going behind sub tiers. I'd love to keep posting stuff for free, but I just can't afford to right now. If I ever start making enough money off of my sub tiers that I don't have to worry about my bills, I will.

Help me out folks and I'll be happy to return the favour. But it's sink or swim right now for me either this works out and I finally get some more support or I guess people are just gonna leave. At this point I'm that burnt out I'm fine with either. To those who do actually sub and help out thank you, thank you very much.

Fleetingsanity (This name choice was supposed to be ironic not literal!)

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