So.... it's been a long while since i posted anything on here. A lot has been going on in my life and sort of been pressing me down to this. I'm really not sure if i even am wanting to stay in fandom. I've already gave up my sona to a dear dear friend and who might be the only friend i truly have. I guess the depression sort of started was when i was moving from Phoenix Arizona to Georgia, moving far from other furs that i know. Tried to get together with other furs but they are so scattered around here that you need a car to get to at least one and no real meetup place. I was really sad to move away but when i moves far from them is when i relieze that only one out of 40-50 of them really cared for me.
Being that's the case, i moved to chat with my online furs but...it seems all they want is sexting and crap. I dont know what is happening inside my heart but i feel myself drift away everyday and fear that i will never be able to come back to the once cheerful person i was. The fandom, by when i was 15 was my joy and my home. Now, it just seems to be another alien place. Maybe im growing out of it or something, i dont know really anymore... If you read this far down, thank you and i hope you have a blessed day and stay true to yourself. Thanks..