Sadness...
I'm having some serious health problems and I don't think I will cope with that. I had a terrible life, terrible childhood and what can I see now... I'm 20 and things didn't change. No, I shall say that things just keep getting even worse. I wish dreams could come true, but it's just a fairy tale... just a fairy tale. So now I have to face this shit alone, but at least I got used to it... Well, if the treatment doesn't help, I'm gonna have a ruined life and there will be no point in living. I'm just tired. Maned mongrel is tired. Ready to give up? Maybe, I dunno...
I know nobody will probably read this, but I just wanted to share this somehow, as nobody will ever hear this.
And one more thing I wanted to mention - I spent 10 years learning English, but I still don't know how to cope with this psychological barrier of making mistakes. And I'm sure that there many of them. Please, accept my apologies)
And I wanna thank these pals for being good pen pals: ©  Freckle. ©  dogbomb ©  theyouknowwho ( I will finish the portrait, just give me time). Thank you for a talk and support, pals.
So, I guess it's high time to finish this boring post)

And...

Don't be afraid to smile!
You are not alone!
It's not so hard to be kind!

Over and out.

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