Howdy y'all, how we all doing out there?

Here's a very belated update since I never EVER use this site lol

Since my last journal post I have obtained not one, but TWO jobs, at CVS and Best Buy respectively and I love working at both companies!

I have been searching for a religion for the past years and I have finally come up with something which suits my needs quite well, albeit being a mismosh of ideals from different religions. I identify as a Bhuddist, and follow largely the teachings of Bhuddism, however I am also finding myself absolutely fascinated with Luciferianism and Nihilism as well (more on that as I learn more).

Just finished watching the film "Inʞubus" which I highly reccomend if you are a fan of Robert Englund's fantastic acting and are in for a (largely) psychological scare.

Because I feel need to publicly post it, I have contacted a person from my past of whom I have had relations with for the sole purpose of closure, as the word "rape" continued to eat at and haunt me. I have gained understanding of the events of the times we were together and have formulated the opinion that what we did was indeed not rape.

I have stopped using marijuana in the conventional sense of smoking it, as it led to warped thinking and general discord within my mind. I could not be happier not smoking it anymore. That said, I still have quite an affection for the awesome energy using edibles and oils gives me, so I will continue to use those along with vaping CBD's.

I am living my life without regret and without conflict. I have faced my demons and will continue to face them and make them docile. I will be victorious over my mind and will continue to live my life freely.