Well I got another call from the Dallas Art Institute yet again, here as of late I've been ignoring their calls mainly because I don't have any money for college ... XD kinda stupid right when I could be using my free time looking for scholarships or something right? And I'll have to admit I am a bit timid to try. I know I can do it, though for some reason I just hold back as in I can't make the first step for some odd reason. Well really at first I was hesitant because I really couldn't imagine leaving my family alone on my own. However all that changed when me and my high school crush became an item ^_^ and well I left home to live with her after all I wouldn't be alone and Id with support from someone I had loved.

However all she really worried about was money which is why she left, wanting to live a rich life on a middle class budget and she wasn't willing to wait for it to come in the future. Ok so enough about that after that I lived on my own on my own terms for a year and it wasn't that bad though it was as great as the comfort I have living with my family I had the privacy and freedom of what ever.

So now being on my own is no problem in a dorm or apartment, Id rather not live with family in Arlington >_> but my uncle Mel could help me out alot he is a computer programmer for a massive company o_o so that would be super helpful after I graduate he could probably help me get a job.

Anyway an admissions represenative is going to call me tomorrow asking an ass load of questions but this time around I'm actually going to try to get in college. Beside I'm just wasting my life at home just sitting around playing video games only being a dreamer. I have to step forward in making that dream a reality and actually doing a job that I enjoy and getting paid for it is beyond awesome. I know I'm not that great of an artist, I think my imagination is vivid and massive yet I lack the inability to portray my visons. Even as an manga artist I rank myself rather low like 3 out of 10, I lack coloring and backgrounds as well as anatomy >_< but I want to get better which is why Ive practiced alot all this year and well school is the next best option. So usually I would say hopefully I'll be in school by October but this well I will be in school by October belive you me. Plus since its an art trade school I'll be with other artists who have the same passion for something just like me, however I'm going to be wayyyyy better than them ~_^ when its all said done, so look out for a manga one day with the pen name... well I dont have one yet but you get the picture.

Oh BTW look at this if you love zombie genre, Resident Evil, Left for Dead, Dawn of Dead or just horror zombie moves its a well done zombie manga really great artwork and lots of fan service ohhhhh the fan service http://www.onemanga.com/Highschool_of_th e_Dead/