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there are hands in my closet | Registered: November 15, 2022 05:39:51 PM
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to you
4 months ago
Hey.
Summer, for me, is that time when I feel like talking to everyone and no one at the same time. So let’s just treat this like a journal entry.
I’m not gonna dump my whole life story here — it’s not interesting and it won’t help anyone.
Here’s the short version: I’m a failure. Tried a bunch of ways to find my place in life — none of them worked.
By now, some people my age have already figured it out — they’ve got steady jobs, families, something that makes the future feel less terrifying.
I’ve got nothing. No career, no stability, no real purpose.
But I’m still here. Not because I’m strong or hopeful — just too scared to end it.
So I’m stuck. Don’t fit in anywhere, can’t break the cycle, just dragging myself through it all.
If you’re creating stuff, building something, doing what you love — good for you. Seriously.
Don’t let yourself slide down the same hole I’ve been stuck in for the last 12 years.
Hope things work out for you. Really.
Summer, for me, is that time when I feel like talking to everyone and no one at the same time. So let’s just treat this like a journal entry.
I’m not gonna dump my whole life story here — it’s not interesting and it won’t help anyone.
Here’s the short version: I’m a failure. Tried a bunch of ways to find my place in life — none of them worked.
By now, some people my age have already figured it out — they’ve got steady jobs, families, something that makes the future feel less terrifying.
I’ve got nothing. No career, no stability, no real purpose.
But I’m still here. Not because I’m strong or hopeful — just too scared to end it.
So I’m stuck. Don’t fit in anywhere, can’t break the cycle, just dragging myself through it all.
If you’re creating stuff, building something, doing what you love — good for you. Seriously.
Don’t let yourself slide down the same hole I’ve been stuck in for the last 12 years.
Hope things work out for you. Really.