well its 2:42 am on a thursday night havent been to bed yet and just sitting here thinking.
lately i feel like i am starting to accomplish a lot, i have been working hard in blender to see what i can do from being a first time user to having something i think is not bad for someone with no formal training in any 3d rendering programs. and i have started to see some changes in my digital art, im starting to stray away from second life photo manipulations to original digital art(will post them soon) i have applied to NAIT to take some graphical design courses to learn more about it just my funding request must be under some desk or something because i still havent heard anything from that... i have been taking some vocal training courses because i love to sing and song wirte**cluches his song book** i have soryta came to a dead end with that having writers block lately... it seems that i have put more and more effort into the visual arts though im a bit more passionate about it at the moment... i have gone by the nickname of Gideon for as long as i can remeber but the one thing that just i dotn know erks me is that i have people coming up to me all the time asking if im "THE GIDEON???" i sorta feel like i have a lot of greatness to live up to all the popularity this guy get its hard to find myself...i mean me, im just some unknown guy with a nickname that chose him and now feels like he doesnt deserve to be called it. i want to make a name for myself i want to get out there, but i dont knwo if thats ever going to happen... **sighs** im just some random canadian thats all. i started to paint again but everything i paint lately comes out dark and twisted in some way or another i guess my style of painting has changed a lot over the years, im not saying its bad or anything its just so shocking from going from painting still lifes and cute and cuddly things to drawing demented bears dressed as clowns and stuff...i dont think im ready for my art let alone the world -_-; but people change and art changes maybe i will grow to like this new art sense. anyways... i think i am going back to go sketch some more ^_^ will post some new art soon!