IT WAS MY FUCKING BROTHER, GET OVER IT. Saying im such a bull shitter and that i need to take resonsibillity, well guess what, the world isnt what we want, and im sick and tired of people saying its my fault, my problem, and who gives a fuck if im 16, I swore on my honor to tell the truth, and if i could see the stuff i did, i clearly deserved it, but i do not deserved to be back stabbed by suit wearing pretenders at a perverted Anthro-con selling alchohol and CONDOMNS, Seriously! Furrys cannot be sponsered this way! and for those who disagree with me, i know you have a right to opinion, but FUCK YOU (sorry) But this is not how we should be, at least lets develop a common sort of oh idk DECENCY!? At least untill were known to everyone! The furry concept is becoming popular by the minute, but alot of people are calling us furfags, wanna know why? ANTHRO-CONS! SERIOUSLY!!!! (sorry if you wear a suit and not go to a con) and the responsiabillity thing, seriously you fucktards..Im an abused child, with my brother being beaten over shit i didnt do, like the dishes like the laundry, because my own brother is too fucking lazy to do it themselves, So forgive me if im a little selfconcious on what to do, espically if people are going to openly TREAT me this way. Its an intinct to trust someone you dont know in a stressful situation, i came to write stories, both mature and childish, NOT TO BE JUDGED. Its a fucking sad thing im seeing, for one. Blazger, your an IGNORANT and HYPOCRITAL BASTERD AND IDC WHO DISAGREES, you said we could be friends if we knew each other, you said you were a nice person, but when i trust you with information, you miss use it knowing that a person needs to connect, Idk who you are, what you do, or where your from, but in my book you are a mother fucking backstabber, cutthroat prick. Mountainafox, MY GOD, YOU ARE A FUCKING MORON, Do you honestly think i give a fuck on what people say!? No one gives a shit about me why should i do the same for them!?
You 2 people are cowards a disgrace, you can critizize me all you want, you can comment all that i do, but nothing will make me change my mind about you, nothing in this world, not all the riches that can be produced by mother earth, will make me think twice about you, unless you See what you done unless you learn why i am so god damn paranoid, unless you walk in my shoes.

You wonder why i dont have friends, maybe its because im too trusting but seriously GET THE DICK OUT OF YOUR ASS.

Gandhi says "an eye for an eye will make the world go blind" ILL GLADLY TAKE MY EYE OUT, BECAUSE WHAT THESE TWO SHOW, IS THAT YOU DONT NEED AN EYE TO SEE HOW PEOPLE ARE! God is on my side, because my intentions were good, my words never hurt no body, at least not my brothers who wrote that shit on Kenova's picture, I have been honest, i have trusted people, and in returned im given SHIT

Know this all of you who see this, if you were in my shoes i would have gladly kept this too myself, and only to myself, no one deserves punishment for trusting someone with information. The church says confessions must not be uttered other then fromt he confessionals, and i felt like i was in a confessional with Blazger, but was it? Nope it was just him fucking with my mind saying him and me could be friends if we knew each other well enough! I wanted this to be over and slide but could it? NO it has to go on because you people cant accept the fact it was a MISTAKE! I came here to CONNECT, to WRITE, TO EXPRESS and I GET SHIT, DO NOT EXPECT ME TO FORGET THIS, AND IDC If no one will be my friend, IDC I know its the best gift in the world, but ive been standing in the shadow of problems for WAY, TOO FUCKING LONG, I will not sit idly by and be treated like this, I WILL NOT, and if im to be banned! SO BE IT, but i will not go down without my will HEARD! I have friends, i have things still to hold on, and i will FIGHT FOR THEM TILL MY SANITY LEAVES ME!