Just here because I don't like "normal" things b:

For a long time I tried being nice with people, made things for them, tried to talk with them and just wanted to be a "nice person" with everyone. all the people I considered "friend" left me as soon as I stopped making things for them or talked about only a single thing that I liked. I just don't want to feel like someone cares and find out they don't give a damn for real and it happened so many times.

So I'd rather stay alone, I don't really get people, I tried and just ended up ignored and forgotten.

I don't do well with people, they hate me and think that I hate them as well.