ello folks! wanted to say thanks for all those faves and watches i still get, i feel a bit guilty from not posting that often like i used to. it’s usually temporary, so don’t worry.
i’m going through a chronic insomnia again and i haven’t been feeling well lately. can’t do much with it since all i get prescribed are usually atarax and [insert antidepressants name, any type], they don’t work at all sadly.
heavier medications like soporific, aka sleeping pills do their job, but i turn into a vegetable and i feel worse when their effect stops. much worse… so i don’t take them. they’re awful.
i don’t know the main cause of insomnia, i have it for years. one day some doctors say i’m just going through depressive episode and should see a therapist, and well, in my region they just don’t exist. plus, they’re extremely expensive, so i avoid giving it a try. i’m wasting too much money on my other health problem anyway. i’m not ready for another, even though they may be connected to each other.
other doctors shrug it off and pick tons of different medications for me, switching and switching yet it’s been years and still no results. ugh…
i’m exhausted currently. sorry again. it’s not a vent nor seeking attention, i’m just sharing what’s up on my mind currently and why i’m away.
thanks for your support and being active on my profile in general or taking comissions, i’m grateful for all that and i appreciate it with all my heart. you make my day, folks.
peace!
hoping to come back soon.