There will be no fanciful prose this time like my other journals.

I have decided that I will be spending time doing other hobbies and interests.

I am sorry if this is abrupt. I had planned to at least take things until the end of the year. I made my decision earlier in September. The time and energy I spend on this current hobby/community is not good for my mental health, especially when I do not gain any net positive from it. I am no longer able to cope as a result. I will be reaching out individually to say goodbye to some people on telegram.

Following this I will change my passwords and block my access to FA, F-list, and finally remove telegram/discord. If you have alternative means of contacting me, please do not. I am going outside in other words. I'll be fine. I'm looking forward to spending my time in different ways.

You cannot have Hazar in any way. As for my other characters, use them however you wish. (I know some of you lust for my snake without any care for the person playing the character.) They should be sorted in folders for easy use, have fun.

I am finally free and I'm going to spend my time doing other things online and offline.

Thank you.