Physically and mentally.
Okay, where to start. Well, I have been dealing with some very significant emotional trauma in the last few years. More came up this summer, helping unlock my adhd symptoms and making them more evident. I wont get into all of them, but some days I’ve been utterly paralyzed from my mind, unable to do anything, absolutely no motivation, even drawing and playing video games. Other days are more productive, but rare. I hope to get this treated soon, maybe this week, but that may be ambitious.

Physically, I have not really been very well since… Well a while lmao.
I had a kidney stone removed in the summer, and almost immediately after that, I started having sudden debilitating stomach pains and headaches that have not gone away, accompanied by much weight loss throughout the year, among other symptoms. I have some gastro scopes coming up as we are fearing the worst. I have 3 blood relatives who have had colorectal cancer. My symptoms persist, but I am up a few lbs, haha.
I guess I’ll make another journal when I know more, so stay tuned. Could be next month, could be january.

Commissions are open, a few slots at least, as I have some to finish still 😅 But message me for deetz