Been awhile since I posted any news or art so first off, hi for anyone still around. Some of you may notice there is a small handful of art pieces missing from my gallery related to Kana. Well to go ahead and rip the band aid off, I have been in a spiraling and crippling spot of loneliness and depression for 5 months after having being dumped by someone I considered my best friend for years. Any art for her has mostly been discontinued and deleted as it related to my relationship with their artist IRL. To put it shortly, they did not love me the way I loved them, and it was better to cut from each other entirely than bare the pain of being reminded it wasn't meant to happen. I fully understand why people say never fall for your best friend. It sucks. It hurts. It took a toll on my mental and physical health. My purpose felt removed. I wanted to die.

I've gotten better for the most part. At first I wanted to just retire my art and whatever came next would just be whatever came next. But I'm too stubborn to give up what still genuinely brings me joy. Maybe I'm not or neither of us were cut out for a relationship but I'm not going to spend the rest of my life getting fat and sad wondering about it. We both deserve better. I'm going to get back to work. Though I haven't sought work for months...Wasted time being sad. I'd like to fix that.

So yeah I'm pretty much single now. Not the first time I've been heart broken but damn this one hit the worst. Dunno if dating will ever be priority ever again for me but I choose being happy. Thank you to the friends and family that kept me together when I was broken. I'll be a bit busy working on some long form content for a friend so commissions might be scarce for now. But I'll be posting more YCH ideas in the mean time. I hope you'll enjoy them. 8u