Hello, in my last journal (which is now deleted), I've stated that I've had 3 more WIP models in the works before I run out of ideas.

However, ever since I made that statement, some of my older thoughts from 2024 has started affecting me again.

From 2024:
I noticed that every time I work on a model, I always get a sense of isolation. "Why am I doing this?" "Who does this benefit?" "Does anyone care about this character?" "Will anyone see what I'm doing?"

One model finishes...people likes it...little feedback...cycle repeats.
This cycle became too repetitive and feels unsociable; I tried to adapt such as writing about older models, or creating previews of future models. However, my emotions remain unchanged, and I went downhill from there.

My motivation has started to fall apart since a couple months ago, when I felt too overwhelmed to choose what models to work on. There were so many models on my mind that I wondered how many people cared about the models that I make. This was also one of the factors that led me to stop posting about model teasers.

As you may know, I've adapted again this year! I have made a website for everyone to view the models that I've made throughout the years. Even though it has been doing fine (I've seen some activity), there will be a hiatus for any Model Viewer updates at the moment.

So about the rest of the characters in progress....
- 1. This character is Barry The Quokka (planned to be finished by this weekend)
- 2. This character is a modern Pokemon (Generation 8-9). (This was Lokix!)
- 3. This character is from a recent MOBA game. (planned in May but it is now indefinite)

I typically like communicating with other peers, but if this gets left out, I'm eventually going to lose motivation quickly. I'm glad that I'm able to finish almost all of the characters for the time being, however, I'm unsure if I will continue with future characters across the media. I think I lost that stimulus in creating new stuff at the moment.

Thanks!