Let's see how well I can type a journal while listening to some loud Three Days Grace!

For the past several months I've been trying to deal with losing two of my closest friends. They are completely fine but not part of my life anymore. It's not something I've ever had to deal with and is proving to be one of the hardest things to recover from. But I'm trying my best. Hoping to be moving into a new house with another great friend and two of my current roommates sometime in November so I'm really trying to focus on that and hope that I will be able to forget about the past as much as possible and write over those memories with better ones.

Art-wise, I haven't really drawn in weeks. I keep wanting to but am too stressed and tired to ever actually do it. But one day I want to start posting again. I have so much art that I could share... I wouldn't really know where to begin.

Once I'm out of our current house, I'm hoping to focus on finishing all of the commissions I owe. And hopefully getting some confidence to be able to take new ones and get them done quickly. I definitely want to do art streams since that would help me stay focused and keep from going into super perfectionist mode.

Thanks to everyone who reads this and still remembers me on here! Sorry for not posting more!

~Jam