So here I am, sitting with a VPN.
Since June-2023 my home's internet provider started to block Fur Affinity, and I just can't open it. This site is blocked on my phone's provider earlier, but I still don't know why they're starting to block sites in different times. It doesn't matter though.
The main thing is, I'm technically not able to sit here anymore. No more favorites, comment, commissions etc. I don't regret about FA's lose, I don't even want to be in furry segment anymore. My passion to fluffy two-leg creatures is gone, as it's going out from me with all the things I'm starting to like. I haven't constant passion to anything for entire life, the tastes are always changing. And I think it's time for my furry's direction too. But I'm not sure it's forever, and I might back to it.
The main problem is I don't want to build my fursona's reference. I have it my mind, was trying to draw in 2014 (threw away my album last year). It's so specific and complicated, and I don't even know all the details I want to have. I wanted many arts with him (me), but I need a ref which I don't want to discuss and develop it with artist. I feel very uncomfy and bad when I'm compelling to correct and change the lines, spots, body parts... Hard job which I also need to pay for. And also, the main art sites, Fur Affinity and DeviantArt, are not working in my country anymore (the second's images' host is blocked, so it's just not showing the pictures for me). It makes no sense to be active in the community out of popular platforms, publish the arts I payed half a salary for (don't say me about Pixiv - blocked too). I don't want to use VPN, cause it makes my browser slow and also getting blocked. I'm getting mad when I need to install new program every month, and when it's slowing my browser down. And when site's owners doing nothing for bypassing the block I'm getting mad too. Like, no support and concessions from any side, no one cares about audience.
So in general, I'm leaving Fur Affinity, probably forever. I don't see any exit from that stalemate situation. Plus, I've lost my aspiration to work on my private universe with my fursona and several cats (you can see at least two cheetahs and one cat). A lot details to work on, and countless amount of money needed. Maybe I'll back after getting them. I'M NOT DYING, AND I'M NOT MIGRATING OR RUNNING OUT TO SOMEWHERE IN REAL LIFE! I'M JUST ABANDONING THIS PAGE! It won't be deleted, and the arts in your favorites will be saved. But don't forget to look in description - there are the authors who made them for me.