i know i don't post very often but I've been MIA not only from here but from a lot of things. there has been a lot going on since the beginning of the year; car accident, sick, moving, but most of making changes in my life for the better.

some of the changes that i have made have been that i have moved and i have started to be more myself (started about a year or more ago thanks to some very unique friends of mine). i have also stopped getting my acrylic nails put on, which is very weird for me considering i have been getting them the last 5 or more years, but now it is my real nails. one of the biggest changes i have made is that i am working out and i am challenging myself to stick to it this time and i'm going to school and working on my crafts/talents (beading/ piano/singing). bottom line though this is just why I've been MIA but it is all in progress to better myself for me and not anyone else, which is where i think i have been going wrong in the past. i'm done worrying about what others what others think or see i am doing these things for myself because they make me feel better. i used to workout because i though guys thought maybe i was too big or something and i always have worried about being single. so I've made a promise to myself i am going to work on me and not worry about being in a relationship, if one comes my way great but right now i'm going to continue my workouts, wearing my corset, spending time with friends and just having fun. life is to short to worry all the time. so here is to new beginning good friends and summer fun to come. \-_-/