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Azathoth's wretched puppet. | Registered: December 6, 2021 12:23:55 PM
I once looked at a story and I always wondered if the characters were real.
Now I look at a story and I tell myself: "They're fictional characters, correct? They are governed under pre-coded choices in a story, so therefore, they shouldn't matter when killed in a story. At the end of the day, it's just pre-determined actions made by a writer's psyche. Those characters never existed in the first place."
And neither did my dreams.
May Azathoth take my soul and banish it into the blind chaos of nothing.
Now I look at a story and I tell myself: "They're fictional characters, correct? They are governed under pre-coded choices in a story, so therefore, they shouldn't matter when killed in a story. At the end of the day, it's just pre-determined actions made by a writer's psyche. Those characters never existed in the first place."
And neither did my dreams.
May Azathoth take my soul and banish it into the blind chaos of nothing.
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Don't know what to put here. (G)
10 months ago
I came here on this platform in 2021 C.E. half expecting to see if I can find some friends to interact with. I've always been socially awkward and never did well in real-life conversations. By the time I saw these cool artists doing great things with their commissions and work, I desired that. But I didn't know where to start.
I HATED the way I draw, and I still do. No matter how hard I keep trying, I always end up either playing some video games to waste away my life which never meant anything, or I get caught up in interacting with what few friends I had, so my drawing never improves. I've always been gamer first, artist last, and always a social outcast, and it's gotten to the point where I felt life no longer has any meaning to me, and maybe it was time I listened to Azathoth's words and just put an end to my misery. I'm still technically new in this platform, so I guess no one here could care that I mattered to the furry community, the one community I felt home in.
I don't know if I matter in life anymore.
I HATED the way I draw, and I still do. No matter how hard I keep trying, I always end up either playing some video games to waste away my life which never meant anything, or I get caught up in interacting with what few friends I had, so my drawing never improves. I've always been gamer first, artist last, and always a social outcast, and it's gotten to the point where I felt life no longer has any meaning to me, and maybe it was time I listened to Azathoth's words and just put an end to my misery. I'm still technically new in this platform, so I guess no one here could care that I mattered to the furry community, the one community I felt home in.
I don't know if I matter in life anymore.
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A sorry excuse of a life form in service to wake Azathoth.
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Power Metal
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The Dark Knight, Resident Evil film series
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Starbound
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Pizza. The real greasy, cheesy kind.
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