Made it to Spring, and I’m thankful.
In this moment as I write, I feel a bit hollow. I’ve been pushing and pushing and pushing and it feels like I take one step forward and then get set back much further.

I’m tired of my life being dictated by man made concepts and standards I never wanted to agree to. My fur bristles at the expectation to feed my one life into a machine that was never programmed to care about it’s complexities.

I feel worn thin, but hopeful still. There is a change in the winds, and I’m leaning into it as much as I can. There is a world full of love waiting on the other side.

Work is.. going. Art block/burn out has been severe since late Feb and I do what I can to get by. We’re still waiting for answers regarding our lawsuit, because those landlords took nearly everything from us, and left us both in debt to companies and clients and we can’t just- pull ourselves up by the bootstraps and get back to it.

That entire part of our lives was deeply, deeply traumatizing and we are still- nearly two years later, barely crawling out of the pit. Barely. Not even. Once this lawsuit settles, because it will, then we will settle debts. We will not be killing ourselves to repay what was ripped from us in the first place- because we barely made it out of there with our lives.

I want to use this place more- I just get overwhelmed when I see a lot of uploads or watches bc I truly do want to go and thank and comment on everyone’s pages/art but I just can’t rn- and it makes me pull away- but I truly do like it on this site and need to utilize it more. Unrealistic expectations huzzah.

Anyways, I just wanted to let everyone know where I’m at right now. Trying to be as communicative/transparent as possible.

Thank you all so much for the watches and the love and support and for being weird furry freaks because the love you share will save the world.

Stay wild.