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Featured Journal
June 2024 Writing Update: Car issues AGAIN
17 days ago
Woof. So this month was a real test for me once again, and the title of this one ought to tell you why.
Do you lovely folks remember when I told you in a previous writing journal that I'd "Scared myself" with my car by supposedly not tightening the gas cap enough and triggering a check engine light? Yeah... that wasn't the gas cap. I confused it with one because the first two times it happened were right after I gased up my car, and went away a few days later. But then it happened one day when I hadn't gased up the car, seemingly out of nowhere. The fact that the light went away eventually had been lowering my guard.
So I bought one of those personal trouble code readers that is compatible with my car and the code it gave me was "Inverter coolant performance problems." I drive a hybrid, and these cars need a power inverter for when they move current to and from the drive battery, and that inverter gets so hot that it needs to be liquid cooled. This code meant the inverter was overheating, and a coolant pump was probably dead. A google search told me that these pumps usually cost between $300-$500 to replace, so I scheduled an appointment at the shop for it to get fixed ASAP.
Yeah, that shit did not cost $300. The valve replacement ran me $700, and then they told me my brakes were so worn down as to be in danger of totally wearing out and failing very soon, so they couldn't let me drive off without changing my brakes. A replacement of these ran me another $1000.
So yeah, a surprise $1700 bill is NOT GOOD. I did have savings that could cover it, but that money was meant for emergencies during my upcoming move at the end of July. So I was able to get the fix just fine, but oof ouch owie my wallet.
It's because of this that I'm going to have to suck it up and lift my moratorium of private comms this month and take at least one private comm on. But, at the very least there's good news, I not only met my wordcount stretch goal for June, but I damn near almost got to 100% completion on all my project goals. Let's go break it down!
JUNE 2024 WRITING SUMMARY
So even though my friend wspeirs still has been too busy to read or give me any feedback on the rough drafts of the Renatoy story I did for them, I still managed to finish my initial edit passes on both chunks for them. That means that once they are finally ready to read those refined drafts and give me feedback, then all I'll have left to do is incorporate any edit requests or fixes from them into the story and it'll be ready to go! Jarn is usually not very picky about edit changes, they only made like 1 or 2 total for the first chunk, so I expect that they won't have many at all this time either and I should be able to upload the two remaining chunks quite quickly after they're done. Therefore, I'm marking the editing as done on the Renatoy story now anyway and am just gonna wait for their go ahead before uploading. The rest of my work went really well!
-PRIMARY OBJECTIVES-
✔️ -Editing of Fabricating A Rubber Renatoy - Chunk 2: 14,301 words edited
✔️ -Editing of Fabricating A Rubber Renatoy - Chunk 3: 17,216 words edited
✔️ -Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 2: Finished, adding 6,963 new words this month
✔️ -Editing of Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 2: 19,027 words edited
✔️ -Mutagen Origins - Chunk 3: Finished, totaling 13,974 new words
❌ -Editing of Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 4: 0 words edited this month
-SECONDARY OBJECTIVES-
✔️ -Editing of Mutagen Origins - Chunk 3: 13,974 words edited
✔️ -Arina is All - Chunk 12: Wrote 4,065 new words this month
✔️ -Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 5: Wrote 7,724 new words this month
✔️ -TOTAL WORDS WRITTEN IN JUNE 2024: 32,823 words!
❌ -TOTAL WORDS EDITED IN JUNE 2024: 64,518 words
Wow, you know what, that's not bad! In fact I'd go so far as to call that pretty damn good! Only missing one single objective is solid, especially given the amount of stress that work and my car debacle put me under this week. Hell, knocking out an entire Mutagen Origins chunk in one month AND getting edited is solid, and finishing another Rebirth of Lightest Chunks is great! I am only one chunk away from finishing Rebirth entirely and that'll be a very shiny gem on my belt to have done! And you'll notice that once again I removed the Roulette spin slot off of my secondaries. Turned out I was able to focus in just fine on everything else in my list, so I didn't need to tempt myself into anything extra-self-indulgent to keep writing.
At 32,823 words for the month that means we regained a solid 7,823 words of ground too! Taking that out of the lingering 10,579 words of deficit still remaining from last month, that means the year-on deficit has shrank massively, down to a mere 2,756 words! Now THAT is a much more manageable deficit! I can easily knock this out this month, especially because I at least got some good news to go with the bad. My job is giving me the entire first week of July off work!
Fuck yeah! Now THAT is gonna give me some time to get tons of shit done! So let's move right along to next month's goals!
JULY 2024 WRITING GOALS
This month I have agreed to take on one single private comm to help me pay some of my car repair bills and regain move funds. It's gonna be a sequel to my "Hair of the Dog", and right now it's planned for 15K words and doesn't have a title just yet. It's gonna be a Primary Objective, and on top of that I'm also gonna try to shoot for finishing the final chunk of Rebirth of Lightest too. If I can slam BOTH of these out this month before the move starts in earnest then that will be a MAJOR personal victory for me.
-PRIMARY OBJECTIVES-
-Untitled HotD Sequel Comm: Expected 15,000 words
-Editing of Untitled HotD Sequel Comm: Expected 15,000 words to edit
-Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 3: Expected 15,000 words
-Editing of Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 3: Expected 15,000 words to edit
-SECONDARY OBJECTIVES-
-Editing of Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 4: 35,646 words to edit, plus an unknown amount of revising.
-Arina is All - Chunk 12: ANY amount of words
-Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 5: ANY amount of words
Total Expected Writing Wordcount for July 2024: 30,000+ words
Total Expected Editing Wordcount for July 2024: 65,646 words
Ok, that's much more reasonable than last month's goals, and it needs to be! Sure I have 9 days off total in a row, and that's more total time off than last year. And last year I wrote 50K words in July thanks to the time off I got! But this year, the Independence day holiday coincides with Summer Games Done Quick, which for those of you not in the know is a week-long video game speedrunning marathon that I LOVE to catch every year. It's gonna be happening essentially for the entire duration of my time off for fireworks day, and that is gonna be a BIG distraction from my writing, heh. I have never managed to ever ever get an entire GDQ marathon off from work before now so I'm admittedly VERY eager to take full advantage of this and catch every single run that I have an interest in, and that's gonna simultaneously take a huge amount of my time AND fuck up my sleep schedule something fierce. So while I am certainly going to try to hammer out a fuckton of words this month, I know I'm not gonna be able to match last year's 50K July at all. ESPECIALLY since as I get into the second half of the month I'm gonna have to start moving to my new place and cleaning up my old place in the vain hopes of getting at least some of my deposit back.
So, in light of this, 30K is a much more reasonable, but still ambitious goal. Fully pounding out two story chunks AND fully editing them in one month is still a hearty goal, and I'll have COTP and AiA there as backups for fun.
Do I think I actually stand a chance of clearing all these goals? PROBABLY not, if I'm being realistic here. If life continues its consistent pattern of finding new ways to fuck with me, then I'm sure something else new will come up to fuck me in the ass, especially during the move itself. Buuuuut, as I've said before, it's practically my personal mantra now that I always want to set ambitious goals since they push me to do more work than I would otherwise do, and there's no harm in not always hitting them.
Wish me luck with the move though, guys! Since it starts at the end of the month and runs through the beginning of the month, there's a nonzero chance that I very well may get sucked into a crisis that delays my next writing journal. So if you don't hear from me at the usual time at the end of the month, you'll know what happened. Please, beg whatever gods you worship that I get a fuckin break from the crises for a month and my move can go smoothly. And if I don't see you next month, I'll for sure see you the month after!
Do you lovely folks remember when I told you in a previous writing journal that I'd "Scared myself" with my car by supposedly not tightening the gas cap enough and triggering a check engine light? Yeah... that wasn't the gas cap. I confused it with one because the first two times it happened were right after I gased up my car, and went away a few days later. But then it happened one day when I hadn't gased up the car, seemingly out of nowhere. The fact that the light went away eventually had been lowering my guard.
So I bought one of those personal trouble code readers that is compatible with my car and the code it gave me was "Inverter coolant performance problems." I drive a hybrid, and these cars need a power inverter for when they move current to and from the drive battery, and that inverter gets so hot that it needs to be liquid cooled. This code meant the inverter was overheating, and a coolant pump was probably dead. A google search told me that these pumps usually cost between $300-$500 to replace, so I scheduled an appointment at the shop for it to get fixed ASAP.
Yeah, that shit did not cost $300. The valve replacement ran me $700, and then they told me my brakes were so worn down as to be in danger of totally wearing out and failing very soon, so they couldn't let me drive off without changing my brakes. A replacement of these ran me another $1000.
So yeah, a surprise $1700 bill is NOT GOOD. I did have savings that could cover it, but that money was meant for emergencies during my upcoming move at the end of July. So I was able to get the fix just fine, but oof ouch owie my wallet.
It's because of this that I'm going to have to suck it up and lift my moratorium of private comms this month and take at least one private comm on. But, at the very least there's good news, I not only met my wordcount stretch goal for June, but I damn near almost got to 100% completion on all my project goals. Let's go break it down!
JUNE 2024 WRITING SUMMARY
So even though my friend wspeirs still has been too busy to read or give me any feedback on the rough drafts of the Renatoy story I did for them, I still managed to finish my initial edit passes on both chunks for them. That means that once they are finally ready to read those refined drafts and give me feedback, then all I'll have left to do is incorporate any edit requests or fixes from them into the story and it'll be ready to go! Jarn is usually not very picky about edit changes, they only made like 1 or 2 total for the first chunk, so I expect that they won't have many at all this time either and I should be able to upload the two remaining chunks quite quickly after they're done. Therefore, I'm marking the editing as done on the Renatoy story now anyway and am just gonna wait for their go ahead before uploading. The rest of my work went really well!
-PRIMARY OBJECTIVES-
✔️ -Editing of Fabricating A Rubber Renatoy - Chunk 2: 14,301 words edited
✔️ -Editing of Fabricating A Rubber Renatoy - Chunk 3: 17,216 words edited
✔️ -Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 2: Finished, adding 6,963 new words this month
✔️ -Editing of Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 2: 19,027 words edited
✔️ -Mutagen Origins - Chunk 3: Finished, totaling 13,974 new words
❌ -Editing of Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 4: 0 words edited this month
-SECONDARY OBJECTIVES-
✔️ -Editing of Mutagen Origins - Chunk 3: 13,974 words edited
✔️ -Arina is All - Chunk 12: Wrote 4,065 new words this month
✔️ -Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 5: Wrote 7,724 new words this month
✔️ -TOTAL WORDS WRITTEN IN JUNE 2024: 32,823 words!
❌ -TOTAL WORDS EDITED IN JUNE 2024: 64,518 words
Wow, you know what, that's not bad! In fact I'd go so far as to call that pretty damn good! Only missing one single objective is solid, especially given the amount of stress that work and my car debacle put me under this week. Hell, knocking out an entire Mutagen Origins chunk in one month AND getting edited is solid, and finishing another Rebirth of Lightest Chunks is great! I am only one chunk away from finishing Rebirth entirely and that'll be a very shiny gem on my belt to have done! And you'll notice that once again I removed the Roulette spin slot off of my secondaries. Turned out I was able to focus in just fine on everything else in my list, so I didn't need to tempt myself into anything extra-self-indulgent to keep writing.
At 32,823 words for the month that means we regained a solid 7,823 words of ground too! Taking that out of the lingering 10,579 words of deficit still remaining from last month, that means the year-on deficit has shrank massively, down to a mere 2,756 words! Now THAT is a much more manageable deficit! I can easily knock this out this month, especially because I at least got some good news to go with the bad. My job is giving me the entire first week of July off work!
Fuck yeah! Now THAT is gonna give me some time to get tons of shit done! So let's move right along to next month's goals!
JULY 2024 WRITING GOALS
This month I have agreed to take on one single private comm to help me pay some of my car repair bills and regain move funds. It's gonna be a sequel to my "Hair of the Dog", and right now it's planned for 15K words and doesn't have a title just yet. It's gonna be a Primary Objective, and on top of that I'm also gonna try to shoot for finishing the final chunk of Rebirth of Lightest too. If I can slam BOTH of these out this month before the move starts in earnest then that will be a MAJOR personal victory for me.
-PRIMARY OBJECTIVES-
-Untitled HotD Sequel Comm: Expected 15,000 words
-Editing of Untitled HotD Sequel Comm: Expected 15,000 words to edit
-Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 3: Expected 15,000 words
-Editing of Rebirth of Lightest - Chunk 3: Expected 15,000 words to edit
-SECONDARY OBJECTIVES-
-Editing of Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 4: 35,646 words to edit, plus an unknown amount of revising.
-Arina is All - Chunk 12: ANY amount of words
-Crossing of the Paths - Book 2: Darkness & Light - Chunk 5: ANY amount of words
Total Expected Writing Wordcount for July 2024: 30,000+ words
Total Expected Editing Wordcount for July 2024: 65,646 words
Ok, that's much more reasonable than last month's goals, and it needs to be! Sure I have 9 days off total in a row, and that's more total time off than last year. And last year I wrote 50K words in July thanks to the time off I got! But this year, the Independence day holiday coincides with Summer Games Done Quick, which for those of you not in the know is a week-long video game speedrunning marathon that I LOVE to catch every year. It's gonna be happening essentially for the entire duration of my time off for fireworks day, and that is gonna be a BIG distraction from my writing, heh. I have never managed to ever ever get an entire GDQ marathon off from work before now so I'm admittedly VERY eager to take full advantage of this and catch every single run that I have an interest in, and that's gonna simultaneously take a huge amount of my time AND fuck up my sleep schedule something fierce. So while I am certainly going to try to hammer out a fuckton of words this month, I know I'm not gonna be able to match last year's 50K July at all. ESPECIALLY since as I get into the second half of the month I'm gonna have to start moving to my new place and cleaning up my old place in the vain hopes of getting at least some of my deposit back.
So, in light of this, 30K is a much more reasonable, but still ambitious goal. Fully pounding out two story chunks AND fully editing them in one month is still a hearty goal, and I'll have COTP and AiA there as backups for fun.
Do I think I actually stand a chance of clearing all these goals? PROBABLY not, if I'm being realistic here. If life continues its consistent pattern of finding new ways to fuck with me, then I'm sure something else new will come up to fuck me in the ass, especially during the move itself. Buuuuut, as I've said before, it's practically my personal mantra now that I always want to set ambitious goals since they push me to do more work than I would otherwise do, and there's no harm in not always hitting them.
Wish me luck with the move though, guys! Since it starts at the end of the month and runs through the beginning of the month, there's a nonzero chance that I very well may get sucked into a crisis that delays my next writing journal. So if you don't hear from me at the usual time at the end of the month, you'll know what happened. Please, beg whatever gods you worship that I get a fuckin break from the crises for a month and my move can go smoothly. And if I don't see you next month, I'll for sure see you the month after!
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