Work up this morning to my uncle poking his head in to my room to awake me up.

She has passed... Her pain is no more. I spent the last hour, hour and a half with the family. the funeral home just came by and picked her up. Funny thing... I thought she would never get to use the ramp i helped build but i was proven wrong today she was able to use it at lease one time.

Its painful knowing she is gone but knowing her pain is no more brings me a bitter happiness.

I thank those who have supported me in this trying time and those who keep supporting me during it.

I am still in need of help covering what has been piling up. Every little bit can help but now... im going to take some time to meditate and try and calm my self.