So as many of you guys who read these journals have read from previous posts.. I've had more than a few issues now with mental health.
About over a year ago, I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder.
I was taking Lithium.. which now that Lithium has poisoned me, I have Thyroid issues now. So I take a pill for that every night.

I am now taking Prozac in replace of my anti depression meds.. and now I'm prescribed on something else.
Now I'm on Lamotrigine which is meant to be a mood stabilizer as well.
The reason for the new meds is that I have now been diagnosed with Complex PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).
This was initially a shock for me, but once I had a think about it, it actually made sense.

My paranoia and anxiety have gotten very high these past few months and they fluctuate.. which I guess is normal for those with very severe mental issues.

During this time, I've done nothing but watch YouTube, eat and sleep.. more sleep than anything else.

I don't even play games any more.

I just don't have a passion for anything any more. And I can understand why.
There aren't many people who appreciate me as a friend, but the ones I do have, I treasure.
I have some of my family too, which I appreciate and love them dearly and couldn't ask for better support.

Just figured I'd give you guys an update to all this and what's going on =)