Just need to write my feelings off a little bit so that I might feel better.

This is my family life in short: My father wheren't home much when I was a child.
My mother worked to much and took care of me and my 3 siblings.
I am the youngest of my siblings and never got any good relationship with them.

To make things short will I just say I haven't felt any good in many years. And now when i try to make things better like talking to an shrink does it feel so awful that now when i try to make things better I gets no support at home. If there is something that i have trouble with my mother just ignore it and put it under the carpet and goes on with the usual.

The worst part is that my mother needs to see someone also but she refuse to acknowledge it. And when i tell her reasonable facts she just ignores them and start talk about something else.

I feel so emotionally tired of everything 'coz I know it isn't all her fault. Both her parents had been in ww2. (thats a long story about that) It left her in a hard home so when you think about it it isn't weird she is how she is. But its so annoying that she can't see the fact how she is so we can be a family.