Hi everyone, this Is an important Journal. I would really appreciate if you read It all. ('Ill post an TLDR on the bottom if you don't care about me and Just want to know what Is going on).

As you see, i don't post anymore, and after thinking about It for a long time, i decided to stop drawing. Forever.
Since i started drawing, i've had more pain than joy. So many disappointments, toxic friendships, loss of self-esteem and depression. This is because, even though i tried hard, i couldn't (and still can't) get noticed and/or get the results i want. The art world is not for me, not even as a hobby. Every time i have a little inspiration to draw, fear blocks me and i immediately lose the interest. And honestly, i'm tired of fighting this battle... I've fought it many times and i've always lost just as many times.
I've been able to vent my pregnancy kink here, and I've made some great friends and I'm glad I'm not alone. However, my Feral art is controversial and over time I've started to think it's wrong. And it is.
However... I will remain active as an observer. I will change some things in my bio. RolePlays will remain active and i'll be open to this all the time.

-That's all... Thanks you for Reading.👋🏻

-TLDR: I'll never draw again but i'll remain active on FA for chatting, watching, fav and doing RP.