A year has come and gone (especially since the last Journal entry!), and so many things have happened and passed by. I finally graduated from University this year, something that I never thought I'd ever be able to do or accomplish. Tears of joy were shed by all the friends and family that I had that attended. It still feels surreal, looking back on it.

In the interim, I've been taking my time to decide what I want to do with my future (which I'm still debating on), but I have been trying to build up my stamina so I can eventually do the things I want to do.

Despite accomplishing such a major hurdle, I've not been in a great state mentally. Too many things have been happening around the U.S. that it's overloaded my mind and even trips into town to just stare out at nature do little to calm my mind of all the numerous troubles that lie ahead. I know I, alone, can't do anything about them, but the feeling of hopelessness is constantly tugging at my resilience and perseverant attitude. It's been...very difficult, especially since I know not how to really put it into words, but I've told myself time and again that come what may, I'll do whatever it takes to protect those I love and the state I call home. Tough times are ahead, and I pray I can live to see through them and reach the other side of the darkness that is approaching.

For now, though, since last year was a Blue Christmas, I now leave you with a Blue December.

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Despite everything going on in the world, I wish you, dear Reader, a very Merry Christmas, one and all, from my family to yours, and have a wonderful (and safe!) New Year's!