I am barely active here and for good reason I must say. I am at my wits end, and I am only experiencing this stuff vicariously through Dismal.

As their partner, I am so unbelievably angry with so many people. I have never experienced anything like this in my life. The concept of being angry with such a large amount of strangers is just ridiculous.

READ! HOW HARD IS IT TO READ?!

Dismal doesn't want to have to ask for help, they hate asking me for help and we live together for goodness sake. They are pushing themselves passed what they can handle. They are so unhealthy and I am watching someone I care about deteriorate. I hate blame, I hate the idea of pointing fingers. But when I see them break down I just want to rip my hair out and point. They wanted to ask for some help so they can get out of a horrible situation. Dismal wanted to raise awareness in a way that still gives, because dreadful is always giving even when it burns them. They wanted to do something nice, like hold an SFW, I repeat SFW, raffle. The rules are clear. Yet so many people are trying to bypass the stated restrictions to get things they don't want to commission. Because of course when someone is at their rock bottom people feel the need to just take and take and take and take. It's sick. It's so despicable and messed up.

Worst of all, it's because people think dismal can be stepped on, because they got away with stepping on them in the past. Shame on you. It's entitled, it's greedy it's deplorable.

Though, this is a hopeless vent, because the people who treat my partner so horribly apparently can't be bothered to read to begin with, so it's not like I'm getting anywhere with this. I'm just frustrated and I'm soaking in my anger with no way to fix this. If I could I'd grab the perpetrators by the shoulders and give each one a nice long lecture, I would.