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I have lingering trauma from both malignant nurturing and excessive social repercussions from a lack of proper social nurturing prior. I am learning to build a good, ethical character in myself after so long of this....

Please be patient, and thank you

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I've been sheltered and manipulated myself by a narcissistic parent, held back from social progressions that would have allowed me to be a more respectable and happier person had the nurturing not happened the way it did.

After having made trauma towards others when I didn't realize i was suffering trauma myself for years, I've decided to seek out a therapist, considering I'm still traumatic-guilt-attack-prone, just because the influences from my nurturing will still screw with me for a long time

I still am going to suffer from my trauma and my guilt for a while

If I approach you and I make you uncomfortable…

I really would appreciate you calling me out to me first

And that if I approached you for a commission, also let me know that you would like to be strict on commission communication from then on, only

Or that I have made you feel so uncomfortable that you would rather not have me talk to you further at all before you blacklist or block me

I’ll be patient, even when it has come to me admitting my darkest sin as the final blow factor :(


Please be patient. Call me out when needed

But do that and even tell me if you'd rather me dni before you ever go to anyone else to cry wolf. That would not help in the long run.

Thank you <3