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To some it up: I’m considering giving up drawing kink art. I’ve been extremely burnt out (not to mention my life outside of this/mental health being rough), I can’t handle the harassment, and to be completely honest, I don’t think a lot of people even sees me as a real human being– just something that can get their rocks off, so to speak, and treat me just as such. And it’s all really been getting to me.
I’m still incredibly hurt by the amount of ppl I considered friends or at least buddies ditching me becuz of lies my abuser spread, too. I just don’t feel welcome in these spaces anymore. Nobody’s interested in a real person, anyway. I have to be horny 24/7 and I just can’t do that.
It’s even harder becuz I just got out of a sexually abusive situation that’s been eating me alive (I’m currently getting help) and it just makes everything harder.
I’m not exactly 100% on my decision yet, but it’s just feeling more and more like something I just can’t do.