I have been in the fandom for quite awhile now and all the people i met and friends i made have just seemed to just faded away, but now i'm really trying to get back out there scene the time i was gone for those 2 long years. I've been actually trying to get back out there and it seems like a challenge for me to get out there, but i have not given up yet. At the moment i'm just trying to set everything back up and not just use my old accounts because i have already tried that, but no one really noticed me at all so i am just going to try to start with a clean slate. I know its going to be slow at first and actually talk to people and not just randomly add people and just wait for them to talk to me first. ya know.. Just push myself to get back out there and whatnot. @_@
I'm just going to look forward to the future and see where it takes me. I may have had a quite dark past, but that does not mean that it has to drag me down. I can't let that happen anymore because it has been dragging me down for long enough