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Husk | Registered: Mar 16, 2012 11:34
I am a broken being...mind riddled with insecurity, inferiority, and a sense of isolation.
I am a round peg in a sea of square holes...and probably shouldn't be in the first place.
Regardless, I linger...in the hopes I can inspire, encourage, and help others not wind up like myself.
Even shackled in ways I barely understand, I somehow find the strength to inch forward in life...but with little energy to do much else.
So I stay in the shadows and observe...and hope to have the will to act....
I am a round peg in a sea of square holes...and probably shouldn't be in the first place.
Regardless, I linger...in the hopes I can inspire, encourage, and help others not wind up like myself.
Even shackled in ways I barely understand, I somehow find the strength to inch forward in life...but with little energy to do much else.
So I stay in the shadows and observe...and hope to have the will to act....
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Recent Journal
Wild Ride of Year...Still Alive
a year ago
August 7th, 2023...
That is when it started.
I am still not out of the woods yet, but I just got back from a skilled rehab/nursing facility this afternoon and will be going to back to the hospital this coming Tuesday for what I hope will be the eigth and final surgery to fix everything that went sideways.
I've caught up with neighbors and a couple of friends on Discord and am settling down for a night of uninterrupted sleep.
My vision is still a bit janky from the trauma I've experienced, but hopefully some reading glasses will help with that.
The super quick version:
Over the last 11+ months I'v had/will have had:
8 Surgeries
10 Major Infections, including MRSA and a spinal infection
4 Near Death Experiences
A Bout With Covid that messed up my orthostatic blood pressure
The Amputation of myy lower right leg and foot
I spent more time in the hospital system than I have at my home.
But I have been fitted with a prosthetic and have been rehabbing my body to be able to stand and walk again.
The estimate for me walking again is three to four months, but I hope to be back at work by Mid-October.
My Co-workers have been asking constantly about when their dragon will be back with them....and I have a major story to share that will hopefully light a fire under some people to help fix the crumbling health care system in this country.
I might not be able to write a complete sett of entries about all of what happened thanks to my current state olf vision, but I am on Discord, and will be happy to share my experience if I'm noted...maybe this can help others cope with their own health care issues.
For now, I have five days of being at home....five days to enjoy being with friends and family, and time to brace myself for the final time under the knife before I can enter the home stretch.
Hope everyone is well and that your last 12 months have had happier events.
-- Murphy.
"I have so many scars back there I'm practically Franken-Ass!"
That is when it started.
I am still not out of the woods yet, but I just got back from a skilled rehab/nursing facility this afternoon and will be going to back to the hospital this coming Tuesday for what I hope will be the eigth and final surgery to fix everything that went sideways.
I've caught up with neighbors and a couple of friends on Discord and am settling down for a night of uninterrupted sleep.
My vision is still a bit janky from the trauma I've experienced, but hopefully some reading glasses will help with that.
The super quick version:
Over the last 11+ months I'v had/will have had:
8 Surgeries
10 Major Infections, including MRSA and a spinal infection
4 Near Death Experiences
A Bout With Covid that messed up my orthostatic blood pressure
The Amputation of myy lower right leg and foot
I spent more time in the hospital system than I have at my home.
But I have been fitted with a prosthetic and have been rehabbing my body to be able to stand and walk again.
The estimate for me walking again is three to four months, but I hope to be back at work by Mid-October.
My Co-workers have been asking constantly about when their dragon will be back with them....and I have a major story to share that will hopefully light a fire under some people to help fix the crumbling health care system in this country.
I might not be able to write a complete sett of entries about all of what happened thanks to my current state olf vision, but I am on Discord, and will be happy to share my experience if I'm noted...maybe this can help others cope with their own health care issues.
For now, I have five days of being at home....five days to enjoy being with friends and family, and time to brace myself for the final time under the knife before I can enter the home stretch.
Hope everyone is well and that your last 12 months have had happier events.
-- Murphy.
"I have so many scars back there I'm practically Franken-Ass!"
User Profile
Accepting Trades
No Accepting Commissions
No Character Species
Draconic or Canine...Or Whatever I Wish...
Favorite Music
Just About Anything...
Favorite Games
Enter the Gungeon, Among Us, Monster Train
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Playstation 2, Nintendo Wii, Gameboy SP
Favorite Animals
Dragons
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Homemade Pizza, Pulled Pork, Intense Chocolate Cake...Or Whatever I Can Prepare From Scratch...
Favorite Quote
"Don't Wind Up Like Me..."
Favorite Artists
Too Many Out There To Name....I Will Not Choose Just One...
Anyway, I\'m fine! :P
Thank for the watch, lots hugs to youÂ