Ok so, maybe my grand return was exaggerated.
Things have been shitty in my brain case and I’ve let everyone down, I haven’t been posting and I’m trying to live with this f€t*sh while being surrounded irl by people who don’t understand me at all. I’ve had lots of conflict in my friend groups because of it and they started making fun of me (cool and neat!). I’ve been suppressing it all- trying to tow the line of being normal, but it’s just making me frustrated and sad. So I’m still making because I can’t help myself, but I’ve closed the patreon cause I don’t deserve the $$$ from y’all- esp if I’m not doing anything and yeah:

Tl;dr:
BPD is not fun, therapy is difficult because I’m talking to a non internet denizen and there will be art.


Tl;dr:dr:
I wish I could be suddenly transformed into a seal and I could just be a seapuppy and not have to be an actualized human being™.