Is this thing on? First of all. Never really did a journal or posted anything like this publicly before. So here goes, life has went on and on, ups and downs but honestly. It’s never gotten better, I’ve made friends and lost them too. I suppose now it’s nearing the end of the road for me. I know what you’re gonna say. “Please don’t kill yourself, there’s still time, you got plenty of life left.” Etc. Not undermining any of that, if anything I appreciate those kind words. Honestly, I don’t even know a feasible way for me to even do that XD. Knowing how Life has been like for me, I’d probably somehow survive and be in extreme pain right after. That’s just how Life treats me. Won’t let me live, won’t let me die.

That aside, I’m just here to make amends to anyone who have blocked me or feel like I have wronged them. Just know I never meant to do that, it is likely a lack of understanding or communication on my part, struggling with autism and a plethora on all sorts of issues which I will not use as my excuse for such horrendous behavior. It was never an excuse for me in the first place, I take full accountability for the consequences I recieved from my acts. I am truly sorry for you having to go through what I am. If you all know who you are, you know.

That will be all from me. Thank you for your time.