So I am sitting here, in a lobby. I am waiting for my best friend to return from what I hop was one fantastic trip for him.

My mind lately has not been well, i have not been well lately. I actually don't know why. I have no reason to be upset or discontent but part of me is.

Things i know that i have and that make life better.

My boyfriend Nico. Without his constant support and admiration idk where i would be. He is my love and i am in his debt eternally.

My best friend Deere Shorttail. I know i say it all the time, but he is one amazing friend.My best. He is so kind and helpful and so full of engery. He cares so much and i know that he is there for me when i need him just like i am for him.

I have so amny ppl who care about me.

Then why am i in this funk.

I don't know.

Things i know about myself.

I have self-esteem issues.
and so many more. but those that i know are not it. It is burried deep somewhere, i will find it i hope. I just need to look.

I am so lucky to have the boyfriend i have and the firned i have
they put up with so much of my shit, that it is crazy.

love always
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