oh god i'm sooooo tired

so much shit
in my life
jesus christ

finals are drawing close like a fucking noose around my neck, i mean i'm prepared and all but i swear to god it's like every single person - no every MOLECULE on the face of the earth is screaming for my attention and i don't even kwkanfddslkfsdmf

i'm home in texas right now to 'recuperate' but HA that is NOT happening, i have been doing nothing but going to BILLIONS of appointments since i came home - dentist, gynecologist, doctor, chiropractor, etc etc etc etc... and of course all of my family and friends have to talk to me RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE HAVE TO SHOW YOU THIS HAVE TO HANG OUT WITH YOU TEXT YOU ALL HOURS OF THE DAY

my phone is now the hellphone, by the way, as i was forced to upgrade my simple flip piece of shit into some fancy new technojargon i have no idea what this does oh god

so tired

i will sleep forever

also sorry i haven't gotten to... to terms on old requests... please be ... more patient with me... ellipses everywhere oh jesus what is this poetry i don't even