I was hoping to make a video on this but, I'm recovering and still fully not myself. This past year I have been the most chill and the worst at the same time. Cutting right to the point I'm having Paroxysmal atrial fibrillation, I have been having a harder and harder time as I was working my full-time job but I had it for even longer than that but never knew what it was. I thought it was just stress or me overthinking things but back in May people started seeing me be unable to do tasks I normally can get done very fast. So, I was forced to the ER to see what was going on. I wanted to avoid the hospital mostly because of the stories I hear about how costly they care and with my income and how far I drive and the debt I was already in I wanted to avoid it until I had everything paid off first. I didn't care about how much pain I was in and the problems I was having with my body I wanted to pay everything off. but after my manager and my recent girlfriend started seeing and realizing how much pain I was in and talking to me more than once. I realized I was hurting them by not telling them my problems and not seeking help sooner. both had been helping me a lot during this time and I had been taking the time out to relax a bit and also work on things I always want to work on. but now that the bills had come in from the hospital. I realize I can just rely on my basic full-time job to support me and that I need to start doing what a lot of people have been telling me to do the past few years to believe in myself and promote myself. which is still a scary thing for me but I do want to start living a more healthy life and live long with my supportive girlfriend. I going to start posting a lot of art at once to get the past year of drawing I had been doing out there. and all commission money or things I get paid online for will mainly go towards my medical bill, which at the moment is 5k. After that, I will be going to the dentist because I know I have to get some work done at this point. I hope you just enjoy everything I got to show and more down the line.