Look, ill make that clear...recently ive been too empty with myself then i realized my actions were getting out of control.
Too needy, too much desperate for some attwntion or even some caring and affection, and i ended up behaving like a real annoying and insuferable stalker like being...I think i really need take some time off, maybe cool down my head, maybe distract myself with something else without involving that entire stuff right now.

For that i apologize everyone who i bothered in these days, weeks, months or years ago, i really hope you guys can forgive me and give me a chance some day....But for now thats it, i think i should take a time from this all.

Once again, im really sorry for being a such annoying prick. Maybe some of you were right, im becoming ill and i need take some vacation or even get some help.

Thats all i need for now i guess..i need some time..