I don't wanna post my contact info publicly but I wanna give these platforms a chance...for now, so (particularly mutuals) feel free to message me if you wanna chat on these things. I know all these new platforms may not stick around and it's not wise to put all of one's eggs in one's basket or whatever, but I wanna try, and I have a weird neurosis that makes me wanna try new stuff all the time anyway. Plus, Discord has been getting really obnoxious to me for a while now, even before this latest annoying shit they're doing.

As always, I'm having a really hard time actually keeping up with people and conversations, and I want to make a concerted effort to be semi social and friendly again. Truly I just have such a scatterbrain and I go weeks without realizing there are like ten people I currently have a suspended conversation with. That and I think I really need some community these days; I'm kinda lonely and isolated, entirely of my own making because I keep to myself even when I do want to talk to people. Like, I'm in multiple servers of CLOSE, IRL friends, and I just never think to even pop in and chat. I talk to the friends individually, but I'm pretty sure people think I hate them when I don't. o_o; I got cold feet and went silent in my favorite online community, the 32bit Cafe, not because anything happened but because I just let social anxiety get the better of me (and everyone has such cooler websites than me)...but I loved hanging out in there. I'd really like to get back to it, and maybe some other communities as well. So, idk, FA and the furry community have always felt comfortable to me even in my most anti-social phases, so I feel like I can vent about this here and open up to talking to people more. ( ˙꒳​˙ )