Hey everyone, PJ here. Just wanted to let everyone on here know that I'm doing OK for the most part. Just having some issues at my current employment, and just trying to get my art side up and running again so that way I won't have to work my current job anymore. Here's what went down the past days that happened.

All I have to say is... i had a hard fucking time the last two -four days..

Our freezer died four times in four fucking days, and i had to put away everything the first time, and the second time we had out crew help out after the guy came and cleaned everything out because who wants to lose tens of thousands of dollars worth in frozen foods and ice cream, considering it's dairy and all.

I ended up breaking a shit ton of wine after working on my back-stock. or trying too at least... My bosses helped me clean up the mess but i felt like an idiot for breaking everything.

I'm also trying my best to manage the department, but it's discussion after discussion with management, and they're sending me back to my original place I started the first time and give another guy a shot at it. Which is Dry grocery if anyone is wondering..

My boss wanted me to check my sales and everything before I left, and it made me go over my hours for the fourth and fifth time this week because i don't have a strong enough sense of urgency to do so... Not to mention I don't have any help in that department because it's ran by one person instead of two, which I feel like should be the case because of how much product is going on every hour or so, including sales too

Like i'm on the verge of losing it completely and losing hope in all sorts of things and giving up.. it's problems after problems with me.. the question is why me?... Why is everything always happening to me?.. It's bad enough I had a mental breakdown over it yesterday and told my mom in tears practically that it was overwhelming and stressful at the same time. I just wanna know why it is all...

Anyways, that's what happened the last time I was at work. But now, I'm currently healing from all the stress and being overwhelmed in that area so that way I can beat them at their own game and get what I want out of them.