she shot out the door when she got scared of my sister and friend visiting

and shes stayed in the area and i've seen her several times but everytime shes RAN AWAY

i've seen her on camera outside or like on the porch or by the gate staring at me -_-

so i bring out her fave toys and food and NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHES TAUNTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she will stare at me for a little bit than run away. and shes mostly black so I cant see her that well.

i have clothes out there and like her ltiterbox so she can smell her way home... i saw her by the gate and I left the door+gate open so she could run in BUT NO!!!!!!! and its even more complicated because there are other cats out there so i am scared she will like. get cat stds or be ran off by their territory markings or get attacked -_- shes spayed so she cant be out there refusing to come back shes scared of other cats...idk....im SPOOKED what if she gets eaten by coyotes or cougars...or bitten by a rabid opossum or racooon or squirrel........WHAT IF SHE EATS A DISEASED RAT OR BIRD...WHAT IF SHES GETTING FLEAS AND TICKS..........what if she gets ran over.........or stung by a bee/wasp/hornet and is allergic and Fucking Dies...or some evil person gets ahold of her and like tortures her ;_; that happened to my friends dog and she needed like surgery and got dog ptsd coz they put sticks up her coochie like wtf.,..people are EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that was to a beautiful blonde ish husky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she ran off like......5 days ago. WHY ISNT SHE BACK... its making me smad...like why are u running away.......SHE LOVED ME........she would cuddle with me all the time she would sit in my pants everytime i went to the bathroom... and she had like Big seperation anxiety issues so idk why the second she shoots off shes like actually i dont need u. like wtf

its pesky.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,even if she constantly woke me up, destroyed my things, bullied my other pets and woke everyone up and kind of actually made my life 25% harderI STILL MISS HER,,,,,,,,..........COME BACK.......why is she running away from me :((((((((((((((((((((((