1. What time did you go to bed last night and were you alone?
sometime around.. one thirty, two am, and yes.

2. If you could be given ANY gift what would it be?
twelve to twenty million dollars.

3. What was the last film that really moved/disturbed/thrilled you and why?
Ummm.... Dune. The three part tv series version that stuck to the book. I was just enthralled by it.

4. What is your favourite TV show of all time ie you've seen them all, can watch it over and over again and quote lines from it?
The muppets.

5. Whats your favourite way to wake up and whats the first thing you do?
That would be by sex and to try and outdo her :3

6. What would you call yourself if you could choose your own name?
Umm.. Nowadays, I don't think I'd change my name, i've come to terms with it. But I used to want to change my middle name to Ariak.

7. If you had to do a bushtucker challenge (you have to eat insects/grubs etc) what would be the worst thing you had to eat?
I don't know. I'd say one of those madagascar 'roaches?

8. Whats the worst/most embarassing CD/Album you've ever owned and do you still have it?
oddly enough, none. I never ammased a collection of cds.

9. what would be your dream vehicle (bikes, cars, boats, batcar and millenium falcon is allowed!)?
A street legal mech, capable of going over any terrain smoothly, travveling at two hundred miles per hour in atmosphere, even over or under water, complete with arms, probably quad legs, lasor weapons and a power plant capable of suporting them without ever needing to be refueled. space capabilitys would be a nice perk.

10. Whats your favourite fantasy people sandwich?
O.o Umm.. Hermione granger and Fran(as shown in game, not with huge tits/ass). Might be some others i'd preffer but those come to mind first.

11. What characteristics do you dislike in yourself?
I'm unmotivated, lazy, neglectful, fat, reclusive, my hair is unmanagable, can't remeber things well, can't always think clearly, have a crappy sence of humor, and I don't know when to be firm with people.

12. Your favourite item of clothing and why?
Scarves! they are awsome! But, they are not an all weather thing. Military boots are great. Both look good and can go with most outfits.

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be and who would it be with?
Good question, and I'm not realy sure.. I never was one for the idea of vacation. However.. I think.. I'd realy like to take a bunch of freinds and go see the cherry blossom festival.

14. If you could have any animal/creature, What would be your ultimate pet be?
Snow leopard kitten that could turn into a telepathic snow leopard the size of a horse, as well as a sentient self guiding motercycle.

15. What did you want to be when you were little and do you think you ever will be?
I hardly remeber, I think for a while it was fireman, chef, a few other things. Maybe, although not a fireman.

16. Whats the next planned event you're looking to in your life?
None.

17. What were you doing before you started this?
Reading a highly enjoyable book.

18. What was the last thing you ate that you really shouldnt of ?
last slice of my leftover pizza.

19. If you were an ice cream/haagen daz/ben an jerrys flavour what would you be?
Black wallnut Vanilla. Nothing amazing, Generaly well liked by everyone, but absolutly detested by a few.

20. Who was the last person you spoke to that you didnt want to talk to?
I plead the fith.

21. What was your favourite toy as a child . . .and now?
Fire. (I have the scars from driping still burning plastic onto myself) Now is a tosup, computer and console.

22. When was the last time you cried laughing and why?
I honestly don't have the slightest idea.


23. What is stashed under your bed/mattress?
Spider webs, spiders, books, ooooold cloths, papers, primitive dust bunny civilisations.

24. What did you dream about last night?
Many and varied things in a cunfused haze of panic, depresion, fear, joy, elation, puzzlement, happyness, and overall oddness.

25. What are you really afraid of?
Being traped, alone, forgotten completely, cut off from everything and everyone I ever knew, knowing that i'd live out the rest of my life in my own private hell of insanity and delusion spawned from a crushing void of darkness and silence.

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~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!

~Step 3~
The List
1. A proper ref sheet for my Fursona

2. A new computer.

3. Portal 2 (with a new computer able to play it)

4. a working xbox or xbox360

5. Books! Especialy the incarnation of imortality series by peirs anthony, or just about any R.A. Heinlein book.

6. A friendly ear of a good artist to pour out rough picture ideas and have at least a slim chance of having them turned into art so that people can enjoy the visions in my mind.

7. World peace in a way that does not involve large cennsorship, dictatorship, crushing of freedom, abuse of people, or large amounts of death. (Yea Not asking alot there am I? *sarcasm*)

8. The skills and experience of a master chef, plus a significant other that I could have the chance to cook a nice meal for. (among other things. Late night lights out, snuggled under a blanket watching a movie together would be kinda awsome too)

9. At least 12 Million dollars. (to explain why this keeps showing up. I have decided: should I ever get 12 million or more, I will put it in a bank acount, and draw out 120,000 a year to live on. if I can't manage to live on 2,500 dollars a week, something is seriously fucked up and I don't deserve the money.)

10. Although last, this is among the most important. I want everyone who reads this, and everyone I consider, or have considered in the past, to be friends/family to have a wonderful and happy hoiliday season. Where everyone gets along, and even when things seem to go badly wrong, in the end, everyone ends up happy and smiling, content to the point of saying that they wouldn't change a thing about their holiday season.

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That's it. Both Memes.

So everyone still reading. Happy Holidays. Or to be historicaly precise, Happy Winters Solstice. Because the Pagan traditions have been around the longest, and the Christian version was a falacy created by the church to help convert the widly Pagan populace.

History, Religion, and everything aside. I wish you all the utmost happiness, and may God, Goddess, Gods, or random chance smile apon you.

-Pothos2004