Hello there, to you who is reading this journal. It is possible not a lot of people will see this but I just wanted to come by to say some things that are on my mind.

It has been some time I have been on fa, to be fair, the main reason was to come here in order to find new people to talk to, find friends if we would click and also roleplay mates. I am glad I am here, because, thanks to this website I have met some people that turned out to be very nice and sweet. Of course, I am aware that I have not much to offer, only some drawings every now and then that probably aren't something perfect.
The thing is that I believe that maybe I would be able to meet more people, and maybe be more interesting in their eyes if there would be more for me to post, kink wise, nsfw or sfw wise, since people do indeed like to have something visual. I want to apologise that I do not have much to offer, only a very few posts that include my oc's/sona. I am aware that because of this people might not be as interested to get to know me.
I would honestly love to post more and interact more on this site, but because of school, personal life, and the responsibilities outside are basically taking away the possibility for me to be seen at least a bit better. This journal is not for complaining, but more or less for explaining things if someone would like to know something more about me.

To all people that have met me here on fa, and are aware of me, I want to thank you that you are here, and I want to apologise if I am not as interesting to be around because of the lack of art. Most of the time, I do feel that you also slowly lose interest in me yet won't tell me. However, I hope it is not true, because honesty is very important to me, meaning I will rather hear the truth rather than just hearing lies about why you do not really reach out. I guess I just wish that if someone says yes to be friends, they will also do something in order to show it. Of course, people are busy and have their own problems and life, but sometimes I think that there are moments when you can come and say at least a hello. Again, please do not take it as I am trying to be a jerk or anything, but just due to the past, I do feel like this sometimes. I am always open to chat, rp, meet new people and of course share art if there will be some, so I am always happy to get to know new people that would enjoy someone as me.

Again, this was mainly just to speak my mind out a little, I have been thinking about this a lot so I wanted to let it out. Hopefully someone sees this. If you have gotten here, thank you for reading this journal, it means a world to me <3