I know not alot of people watch me. I don't make art, I just like it and commission it. While also forgetting to upload my commission work.

But those who are watching thank you.

For most of this year I've been battling with my mind and anxietys. Job let me go, I don't really have any physical friends. My only contact with people is at sports games and ordering food.

Best friend passed two months ago and he was my last tether honestly keeping me sane.

I just wish it all could be better and fix itself soon. I hate battling with my mind nearly every night and have my heart feel like a empty pit.

I know most wont see this but I need to put something out there, I can't keep this balled up in me, feel like it's eating away at me