Well since things have gotten pretty busy in my life I haven't had much time to even visit the site for more than a few seconds. I guess for starts I have a boyfriend now. After meeting we started meeting up almost every night since then. We both felt strong feelings for each other and are trying to make it work which isn't easy because he's much older than me and I don't live on my own. I started staying over a lot at his apartment which of course was going to look really strange to my parents since I lived with them. They also don't know I'm Bi or that I was dating another guy. So I decided it was time to tell them.

Coming out to my parents was by far one of the most emotionally draining things I've done in my life. Couldn't even look at their faces for a long time afterward because their faces always looked disappointed. After a week it started getting a little bit better, but that didn't last long. I was trying to get of my anti-depression med Paxil and I heard by text from my mom that my dad has cancer. She didn't mentioned what kind of cancer and both of his parent's died of cancer. So I had a complete mental breakdown for a day or two. Started taking Paxil again to help.

After going in we found out it was bladder cancer and that it never spread past the bladder. So they took it out a while ago but we found out that it's an aggressive cancer and has about a 50% of coming back. He's going back soon to see if it's come back and if it hasn't yet then he's going to start chemotherapy.

It took a couple of weeks but while waiting to see if it comes back I finally got off Paxil.