hey everyone, sorry i was inactive much cause of work, but also a medical problem i had at the start of April 10th with a pancreas problem. i was in the hospital in St. Cloud MN for 23 days, i couldn't eat, had to be tube fed and also lost a lot of weight as well as barely exercise much. i had a surgery of the cyst that was building up around my stomach or pancreas drain and it was about 1 liter of it, but they left the sudo cyst behind incase if it could collapse on it's own from all the liquids i had to consume. so after the first discharge i at my dad's for about a week, the first 3 days i was fine until day 4 i was starting to eat less and drink less. day 5 was the same too. day 6 i started throwing up as well as day 7 May 10th when i had a clinic appointment back here in my town Redwood Falls MN. i ended up sent to the emergency room here after my clinic appointment and than get sent back to the St. Could hospital again for a second trip. so after six days of being there again as well as unclogging the sudo cyst, i got discharged May 16th and decided to be back home where i was more comfortable at and so later on it's been 9 days being by myself and taking care of myself by making sure what i can and can not eat. than yesterday May 24th i went to ST. Cloud again but this time i had an appointment at the central care plaza and it was quick, the doctor yanked the feeding tube i had sticking out of my stomach out and so i have a gap in my stomach the size of a dime. so he told me that it'll close in the next 2 days. so yeah i've been through hell. funny thing i used to be at 200lb and now after being through hell i weigh 166.2lb, i lost a lot of weight. but other than that i'm doing fine, just trying to get my strength back, rest a bit as well as trying to get use to the weight 'm at.