I noticed I got some followers recently. Well, this account is now retired, I am leaving it up as an archive and I do not plan to use it any more. Do not contact me, as I will not respond. The times I used this site were a very, very, very dark time in my life and in the wake of my life getting worse, I would rather not remember how I was feeling and how I acted in the past. I am ashamed of the art I posted here and the things I said. All the people, pictures I drew and such just bring me back to that specifc dark place I was at. I an not proud of anything here that I did, and it embarrasses me. I was a teenager and a messed up one because of the rape, the molestation and the friends stabbing me in the back and mistreating me. I was confused, ignorant and dumb, dumber than I remember. It's just not something to be proud of, and it makes me sick to see how I interacted and all. It's like opening up a time capsule, and all you end up finding in it are used dildos. Not pretty. Not one bit. It's just embarassing. I found some hot pictures, and I am glad about that (not that I even touch myself anymore much) but that is the only thing I smile at. I frown at everything else. I acted like a fool and a creep. Many people may not agree but this is how I feel.

I am starting a new life and throwing away the old one. Do not contact me, this account is dead. I will not be making a new account, nor am I giving a way to contact me, I do not want to remember or deal with anything that makes me think of my embarassing and pathetic past. I never made an impact here, and I am glad about that because if I did I probably would have acted stupid and horrid more often. I can't say what is next for me, though proposing to a long-time girlfriend who lives a town away from me is most likely true. Besides that and my new-found music career, I have no other light in my life and the bad has been SO bad that it out-shines the good. Life is bad, that's how it is. I will deal with it, I don't need any sympathy. I have spent long enough in a mental hospital to know not to try to end my life again. Though my life has had sadness Al ost 24/7, it will eventually Imprive enough that the good outshines the bad. For. Now, it does t look like that, I was severely injured in an accident the other day, and three of my friends died, one from suicide. I have lost many friends and made many mistakes. this page is evidence of mistakes I have made. Though I will still keep it up ANd never take it down.

So these are my final words. It was okay here I guess, but eh.

Good bye, this part of me is over.