Lmao, the last thing I posted on here was a journal about a resolution to be more active. That was in 2018...

I'll be honest; yesterday was literally the first time I've drawn anything since July 2019, 9 months ago. This isn't shocking to me, but it does make me a little disappointed. I believe I still enjoy drawing, it's a release to get an idea out of my head and be able to look at it physically, and that makes me happy, but it's so draining for me. I get so invested that I stare at the screen so intently that I don't blink and get lost for hours in it, but when I come out and it's 1:32 AM I feel dead and I have work the next day or I have homework due, and it's depressing how little I actually did. It's almost so draining, because I go so slow, that the bad outweighs the good.

My main problem is time management and it's gotten exponentially worse since I got a border collie puppy in November. I love her to death but gotdam she takes so much time and energy. She never stops when she's loose, so when she's in the kennel, I need the time to decompress or work, and by the time I'm done, it's time for her to come out again. I wouldn't trade her for the world but it means a lot of my time is no longer mine, and I already had issues with time management when I had all the time in the world.

Basically, I always feel swamped. I try to keep up with work, school, a puppy, around 9 different hobbies, and a million ideas. It's too much! I haven't found a solution yet. I wrote out a schedule, but with being stuck at my parents house with this pandemic, I haven't been able to stick anything. Idk. I'm trying, I guess that's all I wanted to say. But such is life.

I think I'm going to post some art from a while back that I like but never posted for whatever reason. I don't like a lot of art in my gallery right now, so I'm going to move that to scraps and move everything around a bit.

I'm going to attempt to draw a little bit when I can, but maybe not anthro stuff right now. This is the current state of things. 👋