My life has been completely exploding.

When I reflect on myself, I see a need to share and be known. My deep longing to know love as freely as possible is intrinsic in my deepest self. What's more, I have a overpowering urge to help others see it in themselves as well.

Why would you not always love as fully and as truthfully as you can with /everyone/ you care for? Why would you restrict anyone from loving who their heart reveals to them? Why would fun, excitement, and fulfilment of someone you care for ever be a threat?

We all owe it to those we love to help them actualize themselves. To be a person who supports their highest journey. To give them space to shine their brightest and be a catalyst for their choices.

And speaking strictly in terms of sexuality, these feelings are not something I can control. The thought of being involved with multiple people, together or apart, flips my switch on its deepest setting. More than wanting a man, woman, or middle, I want to be IN the middle of a swirling circle of love and sexual expression. I want those I care about to feel the same joy.

I have always been this way. What's more, I don't think it's something that will ever change. It is nerve-racking to talk about sometimes, as people think you are being shallow or immature, and nothing could be further from the truth. It is only with depth and self-understanding that it becomes this free.

I am polyamorous. I have so much love to give, and I need a lot in return. It's who I am, that is ok, and that is beautiful