Who knew, the 14th of February means something. I'm sure I'm not alone when I muse of years gone past with nothing of note mid-second-month sans those delicious little candy hearts and a total overload of the colours red and pink, but what if it could mean something different? Even for those in-tune with the couplings of others probably see the day as nothing more than a glob of sickeningly wuv-irradiated rubbish spewing from every shmuck who could grab hold of someone and attempt to fuse with their face. I know I did...... what, that was just me?... Moving on~
Still, for all the denial I may have had, it really does mean something, when you that someone special finds their way into your life. I can already hear the boo's, hisses and snarls, but all I can suggest is to see for yourself before judging.
I'm perhaps one of the most romantically challenged individuals this side of Alpha Centuri. My total endeavours into relationships total a staggering zero prior to now, and only once had I even thought about having a crush, far past my prime for that matter, for someone who had no interest in me. And that scared the crap out of me, that made me feel worthless whether it should have or not, that gave me the disposition of 'I'll just go die alone now'.

I suppose feelings have to pull through eventually, though. Two days ago, I decided to take a plunge and give a little insight to someone who I had grown to be very close friends with over a series of months. It was a shot in the dark, and I expected to be shot down, I didn't really believe in this smush, why should I bother... And I knew that dangerous feeling, and I had put it into the back of my mind. There was no reason to make things awkward...
So what happens when planets align? What happens when everything clicks into place? And what happens when someone feels the same way you do? It's one of the most amazing feelings in the world, is what it is.

From someone who was hopeless, someone just as lost as the next soul, someone who felt more like she would be a creeper clung to someone's back in an October B-Movie instead of a February wuv-flick ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3422428/ ), give it another shot, don't let yourself feel hopeless. Because it's not. To all three? people who may or may not read this. There's someone there who will love you all the same.

I love you so much, Kati. :3 You probably know by now how un-confident, slow, and overall cruddy I am at drawing, so I suppose I have to let my boring old words do the talking. Here's to our first Valentine's day together, and to many more~




This journal, of course, dedicated to  Fonsui